Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Am I Alone??

Am I Alone?
The past 2 months of my life have taught me a lifetime worth of lessons
I'm feeling like I'm alone and wrong
I feel like I'm not being heard or respected

The people that you think would totally understand DON'T
The people you are supposed to call make you feel like you're doing something wrong
They make you feel like you're young and crazy
Regardless of the evidence you have, how passionate you are, how you explain it...
It's still something wrong with you

I know I'm not alone when I say I've been through a bad break up
It went South before you could stop it
When things get ugly other parties get involved which means more opinions
It means more personalities
More judgment
More people you have to convince you're not exaggerating or being spiteful

You go to those other parties expecting to get answers and support
Yet you're met with all those disappointing factors I just named
People say talk to that person, talk to that person, talk to that person
Just to be left more lost than you were at the beginning

But then you have to realize who your faith is in
God says not to put your faith in man, they will fail you
Especially in the midst of madness we have to remember who our help comes from
Our faith and hope are in the wrong place

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the
Lord your God goes with you; he will never
leave you nor forsake you.
Deuteronomy 31:6

God said he will fight for you!
But the Lord has become my fortress, and my God the rock
in whom I take refuge.
He will repay them for their sins and destroy them for their
wickedness; the Lord our God will destroy them.

In other words, don't forget whose really in control. Don't forget who has your back.
Don't get so wrapped up that you get in the way of your blessing
Sit back, pray, cry and let God handle your light work! :)

If you are in the Spartanburg, Upstate area and you have issues with your apartment complex, police or anything of that nature, please reach out! There's strength in numbers! 

Thanks for reading! Kisses 

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Ready to Obey!

Stop Running

Ready to Obey

Have you ever felt like things keep happening to you around the same topic? 
You know there's a purpose to it but you can't figure out what it is?
That's where I am... The last two years of my life confirmed my purpose.
I have struggled to fit in, to be strong, to love in spite of and keep moving forward all my life.
I now know that my struggles weren't for me, but for someone else.
I know that I went through to speak to the masses.

At some point you can't run from your purpose.
God knows what you're going to do before you do! 
He will chase you and wait for you to stop fighting him! You know it's for you because as you're going through it, you feel like you can't make it but somehow you do and you come out stronger! 

My blogs will be about:
-life problems
-the wonderful God I serve 
-natural hair
-being strong 
-much more! 

I'm so excited to share with you guys! Feel free to share you thoughts below! 
And make sure you connect with me on Facebook, Instagram and Twitter! 
Eventually I will start vlogging on YouTube as well! 

All love! Kisses!